I am a lost man

I am a lost man who is a low-level university student in Japan.

In short, I couldn't pass the university which I wanted to go to. In Japan, there is an option to transfer to a better university. And, the exam date is coming.

However, I lost myself. The studying motivation for the exam is my inferiority complex, but I have thought that my inferiority complex is trivial recently.

So, should I take the exam or spend more useful time?

Uuuum. All successful people don't go to university. For example, Steve Jobs drop university, and he said it had been the best choice. However, he had already found the thing he want to do.

Actually, I don't have the thing I want to do. If I had to say, I don't want to do anything. I have tried various things such as drawing pictures and playing the piano and so on. But, there is no conviction that it is the exact thing I want to do.

I have nothing. I have studied hard at the university because I fear stopping my effort and want to become something.

Do I want to become a researcher?----Uuuum.

Do I want to become an artist?----Uuuum.

Do I want to become a pianist?----Uuuum.

So, I am a lost man. Are there people who are like me? If you are so, we may become good friends.

See you next time.